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{March 8, 2017}   After-mess of a Blizzard.

i am in the office and cleaning up the mess that happens when your city broke their own record for the longest blizzard.

This world that i am in involves SAP (lovely program /sarcasm), lots of paperwork due to everything being already invoiced and posted to finance and re-issuing of paperwork along with revisions of trailers, carriers and product.

A few facts of the Blizzard:

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The highways are slowly opening up in areas. One section opened at 10:30 am, another at 4:24 pm (just as i got into the office), and a few others around us the last 2 or 3 hours.

This means that trucks are starting to roll into the Plant, and grumbling because they want their trailers already done. We are still working on 2 trailers from Monday currently, while production doesn’t really care we are behind. It means we are trying to get today, yesterday’s and Monday’s orders done…to boot – this is Cali night. That is a mess on its own without adding the rest of this.

With all that, i still have to deal with the International orders (China and Japan), removing CHEP pallets (due to removing the product from trucks) from spreadsheets prior to uploading them so customers are not charged in error and dispatch for tomorrow hasn’t even been looked at. It might be a longer night than i wish for.

Sir needed to get to work and had to push the car in order for us to move forward… and pushed me out last night, along with another neighbour as he was walking towards finding me.

He is a sore man today – thankfully someone (who i believe was the Park Front Loader) came and cleared our driveway. It was as high as Sir’s waist and we had to walk around to the neighbour’s yard on the hard packed snow to get out. i do hope He takes a soak in the tub – He really deserves it.

The house is a little overwhelming too, as we have been trying to keep on top of the weather and work. We have MAsT on Saturday to get ready for…i need to ensure we have proper winter gear for the trip. The house chores will have to wait till Sunday unless i can sneak in a couple of things before then.

Sir just got home – and about to call….

Talk to you all later 🙂

Dot.

 



{March 7, 2017}   Blizzard… still in effect.

As you can see from this lovely little map – everything that is red – is closed. i am sitting at work “preparing” for tomorrow and then attempt the slow drive home. It took just over an hour last night – when it is normally an 11-minute drive.

Sir is not happy that i am here – and really i am not either. i got the email after the fact that i could stay home. i said fuck it – do what i can to help – and then get back to the house.

Talk to you all later and perhaps it will be a touch warmer though this is supposed to go on for another day.

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Yep – that time again – Mother Nature is really drunk.

It is raining, snowing, with thunder, lightning, and it is windy.

i am sitting at work – it is my first day back from my vacation – to play cleanup and keep everyone abreast of the highway conditions and how it will affect us.

Right now – our little city is being surrounded by road closures.

This is our “Blizzard Warning” even though we are currently in the middle of it:

A powerful winter storm has brought blizzard conditions to extreme western Manitoba as of mid-afternoon, and blizzard conditions are expected to move eastward into the remainder of western Manitoba this evening. Heavy freezing rain showers or even thunderstorms occurred in southwestern Manitoba this afternoon, and this remains a possibility in some areas early this evening.

This wide variety of weather is courtesy of an intense low pressure system currently located in North Dakota moving northwards towards southern Manitoba. This storm is bringing northwest winds of 50-70 km/h with gusts as high as 90 km/h along with heavy snow resulting in blizzard conditions to areas near the Saskatchewan border as of mid-afternoon, and these blizzard conditions will spread eastward this evening. The blizzard is expected to continue throughout the day Tuesday before tapering off Tuesday evening.

Snowfall total will be significant with this system, ranging from 10 cm near the international border, 20-30 cm in the Parklands and evening higher amounts in northern Manitoba where up to 60 cm is forecast.

Winds will be a bit lighter in the Swan River – Grand Rapids area and a winter storm warning is in effect there. Significant snow is likely in both these communities with 20-35 cm accumulation by Tuesday evening.

At the moment it appears that Winnipeg, the Red River Valley and points east will escape the brunt of this storm, and no weather warnings are currently in effect. However, strong winds gusting to 80 km/h, snow and blowing snow are expected to develop overnight tonight and persist on Tuesday.

This is a major storm system. Highway closures and power outages are likely. The public is advised to postpone travel in western Manitoba, eastern Saskatchewan and northern Manitoba until the storm passes.

Meteorologists are closely monitoring the path of this system and will issued further warnings if necessary.

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Travel is expected to be extremely hazardous due to reduced visibility. Road closures are possible.

Quiet night here at work it will be. There will be a documentary or three playing in the background and i will have time to audit and upload CHEP pallets for the last 2 weeks. This will also have me cleaning up the China annex backlog that seemed to happen once i went on vacation (2 days in).

i made sure that Sir had candles, food, and water before i left for work. He made sure His tablet and phone had been charged up in case there was a power failure. We have been lucky as we know some smaller towns surrounding us (and country folks) have lost theirs or it has been flickering.

Anyway it is time to get to work and get things done here.

Stay warm A/all. 😀

Dot.



{March 5, 2017}   ALL I WANT IS A NICE BUM.

So, i decided to use my stubbornness for “good” or that is how i am telling my brain to work with it LoL.

Someone i read regularly posted on her blog the other day a 30 day squat challenge. Here i am thinking, “hmmm, i haven’t been doing squats regularly in the last 4 months… sure WHY THE HELL NOT”.

ALL I WANT IS A NICE BUM.

OMFG – this is Day 3 and i swear i am dying LoL. If you think getting kicked in the cunt over and over or get a good back/ass beating hurts, let me tell you that “Motherfucker” and “Oh, SHIT”, have nothing on this. Even “Mr Rod” seems pleasant at this moment.

Yesterday, i was great till after lunch, when it hit me…oddly enough it seems to happen when you need to go to the bathroom. That realization of “what the fuck was i thinking” hitting you square in the face – or in this case my quads. And then the how the fuck am i getting back up came to mind – apparently a little more difficult than initially anticipated LoL. We will say it hit me hard.

i finally got up and continued with my day a tad slower than usual or gingerly might be the word to use.

Just keep reminding myself: ALL I WANT IS A NICE BUM

Sir was done work at 6 pm and i wandered down to the Shop to pick Him up. i walked through the door and said hi Sir – with Him looking at me weirdly. He commented on how i was walking funny. This is when i told Him about my brilliant plan the squat challenge. He chuckled for awhile of course…nearly any time – no – EVERY TIME i sat down and got up again.

Just keep reminding myself: ALL I WANT IS A NICE BUM.

When we were home, a touch later in the evening, i showed Sir the web link to the challenge. He was impressed, and then looked at Day 11 and on…there was a grin, a pause and that chuckle again. Apparently, i will be really feeling it a lot more later on and reminded me to stretch more. Thankfully, i have slowly gotten back into yoga/stretching however, i think i will do it before not after from now on.

Just keep reminding myself: ALL I WANT IS A NICE BUM

Later that night in bed as i was reading, i must have moved to get comfy and groaned or something. Sir looks up from his Tablet and asks me if i am alright.

i am, just sore Sir is all i say…as i keep reminding myself why i am doing this.

Then He asks if i would like Him to rub my upper legs with tiger balm.

i pause when He asks this – there are a few reasons:

1. He wears gloves… hehehe
2. Tiger balm is warm, then stings, then makes me feel cold
3. He really pushes the ointment into my muscles
4. Did i say He wears gloves?
5. It hurts so good yet so not LoL

MMMMmmm – in my own little world for a moment.

He tells me to quickly decide as it is getting late and He needs to sleep as He works in the morning.

So of course, why wouldn’t  i say “YES PLEASE SIR!”

And i keep reminding myself: ALL I WANT IS A NICE BUM

All i can say is that my muscles were screaming in pain and pleasure. It was so fucking wonderful to feel His gloved hands massaging in the ointment on my sore aching muscles. i get wet just thinking about it again. Silly girl that i am.

At one point, when Sir asked why, why would i do this – i told Him my motivation –  i wanted a nice bum. Again with that deep chuckle, He reassures me that it is indeed a nice bum and that He is quite fond of it. And that i WILL be taking a soak in the tub tomorrow.

Okay then, i just want it to be nicer bum then 🙂 … and … perhaps i am just “a little bit of a masochist”.



{March 4, 2017}   Vacation coming to a Close.

Monday is approaching fast and in a way, i want it to and i don’t. i actually enjoy working.

This week off though was needed and it allowed me to do a couple of things that i normally do not get lots of time for. i was able to cook/bake more than i usually do and the oddest thing, just to sit and read without worrying about other things around me.

i think i need to make that a thing – and take that time for myself. i keep meaning to yet there is always something else going on in my brain… then squirrel. Relaxing and me do not seem to happen often.

Right now i am frustrated because i am unable to find my stitch ripper. i wanted to finish mending a couple of pants and shirts. This is yet another thing i find relaxing.

Soon my son and his partner will be coming over. They are bringing the children, it will be good to see the baby as he is growing very quickly. He is at the age where he will be fascinated by the furbabies. Their daughter will keep the cats moving (LoL) to help with that.

We are wandering over to a Friend’s place to visit with them and another couple. i am hesitant because i do not know the couple. Sir knows one of them.  This meeting new people thing make me anxious as it is.

Looking at the time, i need to get cleaned up before my son arrives.

Laters,

Dot.



{February 27, 2017}   First Day of the Next Year.

This weekend was most likely the best celebration of my yearly event. There was nothing crazy and wild going, no birthday beatings or being spoiled with useless material items.

It was a weekend that made me smile and have tears at the end of it of happiness.

It started off at home at 9 am, when i told my oldest daughter that i would pick her up from the dealership as she was getting some recall work done on her truck. The only thing with that time is that i wasn’t done work until 2:30 am, and finally got home closer to 3. Knowing how i am and going to sleep it was closer to  5 am for me.

Anyway, i picked up Belle and brought her to the house. And i went to lay back down for a couple of more hours to feel better rested.  She took the time to continue cleaning out the bedroom that she had most of Life stored in since June (she just bought a house with her Partner just before Yule and still doing some reno’s)

She also decided to tidy up, put away the dishes that were in the dishwasher, clean up the coffee bar, and wash floors so that i could enjoy the time off without worrying about what i need to do when we get back. That was a great gift – to alleviate some of my anxiety and allow me to relax on that front.

Apparently, we didn’t get to leave as early as we wanted due to the dealership not calling to tell her they didn’t have the parts. We made it work, though, it meant shopping was a Sunday thing instead.

We drove into the City and got to Sir L and el’s place about 7 pm – giving us time to have a quick visit and a couple of drinks to start the evening. Sir had picked out my outfit for the most part and said sensible shoes (smart man LoL). He corseted me up (which is a favourite time with Him now that He is pretty proficient with it) and away we went.

Please note – this is what i can remember LoL – if i forget anything or anyone – i apolgize now as there was so much going on 🙂

Arriving at Subwoofer, the wonderful Miss J was at the door and greeted us as she appeared to be taking a break from Bootblacking. Taking our usual seats in the back corner, we noticed how quiet it was for the time…however, that changed quickly and people we recognized were wandering in. Snug and her partner sat with us until the rest of their crew showed up. It was good to sit and talk with those two.

All in all – It was an awesome night, as i was dreading a bit to going (only a few people know to the why), and had to tell myself to let things go and have fun.  And fun i had. i was talking to one person about corsets, and another on Life in general as a slave and our “pasts”. i got to watch Miss J black Sir’s boots which look awesome by the way. We had a great conversation with Miss J as that was happening (note to self to ensure we make time for Tea with Her when time permits). It was too bad we didn’t get to see Her girls.

A surprise visit from the other House as they wandered up to us. It was good to see Betty and her crew show up along with a couple of tag-a-longs.

i discovered a new shooter that i think is a new favourite – thanks to eius-socius, i now know what they are and love White Chinas. It was really good to be able to have one on one with her talking.

i got to see many yagger and white china shots that evening (thanks to all who contributed) and there was no complaining by me. There were several doubles of Green Apples to chase those down.

Sunday getting up hurt a touch – only because 11 am is -early- for me, other than that i was good. Breakfast was yummy, as el made french toast banana bread with a strawberry compote and chocolate syrup ❤

After cleaning up our room, showered, and say our goodbyes we went to the Mall. We wandered about as it has been close to a year since we have been. Sir bought me a new mug  (It is Miss Peregrine’s Home for Peculiar Children) and a couple of shirts for Himself.

As it was getting late, we still needed to go to Betty’s House. Sir needed to help out with a virus thing on their laptop. It allowed a quick visit before we were on the road again.

The ride home was quiet and allowed us to contemplate the last couple of days…with random comments. You know that time when something you remembered and you just want to share little snippets – that is what i would call it.

Being at home and seeing our furry assholes signalled to me that i could relax and enjoy this vacation that started off great. To add to it, the other daughter came by too and did a couple of things (clean the fridge as one) to help out.

The bath was drawn with Epson salts to soak and then the jets came on, with bubble bath to agitate. It felt luxurious and Sir woke me from my small nap as i seemed to be taking awhile. It was then time for a hot tea and a bagel while we watched an episode of Bones before bed.

It was a weekend that i thanked Sir many times for – as He knows how i usually act the month or so and during my Birthday. i made an effort this year not to go into a low, and to enjoy what i have and who is in my Life.

i want to again to thank everyone that was there this weekend – you might not realize what you did, however just being there and taking time to share some of it with me – means more than i can tell you.

And you know what –  i am a blessed woman.



{February 25, 2017}   Countdown

Another hour or so and it is holiday time for me… a week of nothingness… or somewhat nothingness. It isn’t like i really sit still.

Tomorrow night we will partake in Subwoofer in the City and celebrate my birthday (Sunday). i am getting better at accepting my age if i say so myself. At least this year i am not in a low and spiralling.

Anyway, i better finish with these Japan orders and then the dispatch before i forward my pallet work home to do while it is quiet.

Laters!

 



{February 9, 2017}   Loneliness

Jumbled thoughts – just trying to get out of the head – If it doesn’t make sense – that is alright – it makes sense to me.

Sometimes it would be nice to have “friends” and not just people you work with. To be able to have a social life here at home – just not wait till we go to the City either for MAsT or Subwoofer.

There is always Sir, and occasionally my children wander home… usually to wash their laundry and grab whatever food they see. I get a brief update on their lives.

When i see people or interact with (other than work), Sir is always with me. He gets to go to coffee munches if they are during the weeknights – i cannot. i feel left out and disconnected. And yes – i understand that i am jealous.

He gets to converse with a variety of people because of His job or people seek Him out there.

When i had young children i got out more and was more social than i do now. If i ever felt isolated it is more so as i am older and with my job.

i don’t have the luxury to go to anything that is planned in the evenings because i work – the other people we know are day walkers – i am not.

i know my interests are not the same as most women – or we just don’t know where to start a conversation.

Sir gets that intellect conversation via chat/emails from other women. It is something i actually crave.

What i get instead are messages from men that are directed by the head in their pants not the one on top of their shoulders. Men feel the need to flatter / objectify me believing that will get me to want to sleep with them or want to be their third. Or it will be the woman of the couple requesting the same thing. And when i try to direct the conversation to something other than sex, they disappear. NOT that i am against sex – i LOVE it – though i don’t want to start my first initial contact with you based solely on that. i love to know about the person.

i am thankful i have a Sir that does listen when i want to talk to Him – sometimes it takes a bit to form what i need to spit out. He speaks Dot very well LoL. There is more to this as the topic of poly came up. Right now i am not in a place to write about it. Perhaps in time or perhaps my brain will allow me to figure out things easier than it does.

Anyway, i really should finish my work that is on my desk…i do wish to go home and be with Sir. Hopefully He is feeling a touch better tonight.

 

 



{February 1, 2017}   Some Thoughts on Feminism…

“A feminist is a person who believes in the political, economic and social equality of the sexes. This is someone who will stand up when facing a misanthrope as much as when facing a misogynist. Speaking of misanthropy, that is the fancy word for hatred of men. Sometimes they wrongly self-label as feminists.”

Why does ‘feminist’ translate to ‘hate men’?!?!

Feminist is about wanting equality. It is sad when i see many people that yell from the mountain top that they are are a Feminist equates to becoming very Narcissistic. I find they make it all about them.

A good Master is an attentive Master. i still don’t understand why feminism and BDSM apparently cannot go together for some people.

i am a feminist.

Being submissive with Sir does not equal submissive in everything else in my Life, well at least not for me. The perceived loss of power is an imagined one.

i also wonder if it all just the thought that involves the man vs. woman power struggle. i am not only attracted to and engage with males; i have a love for humans in general no matter what you identify as.

When you do find someone whose desires match yours and you can work out what kinds of things you want to explore together – it becomes beautiful, scary and exciting all at the same time.

In saying all that,  i -choose- to give up my desire for ‘equality’ in a traditional sense, to -one- man, and serve Him as a slave so that He is my balance point by being the Dominant one in the relationship. Which becomes equality. For me.

He helps show me my true strengths, my true power as a woman and as a human being. In a very real sense, my submission helps me to become truly emancipated, to become a truly free person.

Furthermore, i don’t want anyone telling me how i am and/or not supposed to be a feminist or as a woman. We need to respect women’s rights to express themselves sexually, even if we find their choices troubling or do not understand their dynamic with their Partner. We should not judge them or try to protect them as if we are their concerned parents.

Ultimately feminists shouldn’t be afraid to enjoy sex in whichever form it comes in.

 



{January 18, 2017}   Read a new blog/post…

i just read a post, in my opinion, was very passive aggressive – considering that i know the person. This is their first post under this name.

As a writer, i think she will do well – minus that PA part that screams out from every paragraph. She is well written, uses proper grammar, and utilizes proper sentence structure.

i wish her the best – i do hope she will be more honest with herself, though. A journal is a great tool if you use it correctly.



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