Seldom Seen Way











{February 18, 2014}   Re-cap of Sunday as I need to get it out.

Sunday was my melt-down day – the one where I couldn’t stop the tears from coming down. I finally gave in and went to Him. As I said in 5 years, my normal “solution” would have been to hermit – crying randomly into my pillow. The need to be with Him is getting stronger by the day…even when I would have hidden.

His solution was much better than mine. When I arrived He had drawn a bath up with candles about the tub. I literally just sat in the water letting it lap up against me. He let me be for a touch, and then came to take the sponge, and wash my back. Just the gentle back and forth was calming to me. I still had random tears that fell, however I was in a better place and felt protected.

After the bath, I was wrapped up in a towel and W/we went to the living room where He just held and stroked me. I felt at peace and calmness with my face into His chest because of His scent and softness of His chest hair.

W/we talked over – and I received a couple of tasks/lessons. I was grateful for the way He handled all of it. As a Dom, He has grown so much in the last month alone.  

He was hesitating of having me serve Him, and I did serve Him that night – I wouldn’t have wanted it any other way. He did it with so much care and a gentle firm hand.

I went home that night exhausted emotionally and mentally. I journalled when I arrived home, and after it didn’t save the drafts 3x – and 30 minutes of time I wrote a brief note on it. I still had the lines to work on as He wanted me to tell Him when I completed it before He would retire for the night. At about 150 – I was barely keeping my head up from being so tired. I reached out again, and He was sweet and let me stop at 200 of the 300 lines He asked for.

That was probably one of the better sleeps I ever had. I know I can always count on Syn when I am like that – it won’t scare Him away – it just made us closer.

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lucidsyn says:

[…] she Finally (as she said) stopped fighting with herself, she contacted me and warned me that it was not a good day.  She […]



seldomseenway says:

When I look at it now a couple of days later without all the emotions clouding me, it really was. It was what I needed and I didn’t even realize.



annabianca2014 says:

Sounds wonderful.



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