Seldom Seen Way











{September 2, 2014}   Not always that strong.

I am grateful I have a Partner that knows that sometimes we just need to sit in silence on the bench when it is our daily coffee before work.

Normally we are very chatty – to the point that we really should have our own podcast for some of the shit that we talk about. I think the masses would be amused by most of it.

The older I get the easier it is for me to notice when I am approaching/in a low…yesterday I felt it. It can hit quite quickly as I was semi-fine in the afternoon – however I knew it was looming. By the time I got done at work, I went home and just got into my bed and barely moved from there except to go to the bathroom. My Skitz knew his non-furry mom was in that headspace – as he became very needy and clingy trying to make me feel better.

I really don’t like when people know that I am not in a good place mentally and that includes Syn. I am learning though that sometimes being stubborn is not always the smartest thing to do and just let go.

This afternoon on the bench was good – no words – except for Him saying that He was there when I need Him… and Him just holding onto me. I could smell His cologne while I lay my head on His chest, and just breathe – I was at peace for those few moments. If we were there any longer, I think I would have shed tears.

I am so very Lucky I have Him.

I cherished that time today.

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