Seldom Seen Way











{July 25, 2016}   Struggling.

And to think it isn’t about us or work – it is about my youngest moving away.

Normally it wouldn’t bother me – The oldest (25) moved to Saskatchewan when she was 17… and just recently came back to Manitoba… the middle child (24) moved away a couple of times though it was only 2 hours away to the Big City.

Boo is moving to another province – a trip that would take me 24 hours to get to her by car. She is only 20, no license, no extra education (which was offered to be paid for several times), no job when she arrives, no real home (living with his mother – who she never met) and she is a child with high anxiety, and ADHD- and willing to move just so that she can be with a guy.

Let me add – there was no real plan when they decided this…He lost his job a month before moving (no income coming in) and they already gave their notice for their homes. They wanted to live in our backyard in a tent because they still needed more money for this “little” adventure. They have been selling everything they have – even things that i got or gifted to… that part hurts.

There is much more – i just don’t have the energy to write it all out and upset myself more than i already am.

She made up her mind obviously – i noticed that my mother posted pictures on the “other” social media – wishing her luck in her new Life. Pictures of her, with my brother and his wife (don’t get me started)… and with my parents.

She will need more than Luck. She is still immature, has the mind of a tween, no common sense, impulsive, and barely life skills – please note – not from a lack of trying on our part – she just doesn’t do things… cause there are others that will do it or give it to her. I don’t want her to be like that – I want her to earn and learn to be able to get through Life – NOT be a User.

Seeing that today – has basically brought me down a few notches in my mood. i pray she is alright, i pray nothing goes too terribly wrong while she is in Ontario, i pray she uses FB to contact or at least post things so that i know she is fine.

It isn’t that i am not ready for this – she is not ready for what Life is going to do. Sir knows she is not ready, Her own Father i know will not think she is ready, along with her siblings.

i need to really find things to punch LoL

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Xtac says:

Woof! And I thought my daughter gave me reasons to worry. Not seeing the positives here. Sometimes all you can do is watch and hope.



seldom seen way - ramblings of a slave... says:

Perhaps she will realize she can’t do it and will come back home sooner than later. This is what i hope.



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